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The Missing Boyfriend

Even If This Love Disappears From the World Tonight

Tooru and Maori's relationship becomes an absent presence that Maori first loses, then chooses to approach through records, voice, and drawing.

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A Stranger in the SketchesA Stranger in the Sketches from "Even If This Love Disappears From the World Tonight". An Unrecognized Face A discovery in hiding Maori finds a sketchbook behind her bookcase, filled with drawings of a kind-looking boy.
An Unrecognized Face A discovery in hiding Maori finds a sketchbook behind her bookcase, filled with drawings of a kind-looking boy. Her heart races, but she cannot identify him or recall why she hid the drawings. Emotion without explanation She considers whether the pictures might show someone she loved, then dismisses the idea as impossible. Her reaction nevertheless suggests that the relationship left traces her conscious memory cannot reach.
The Boyfriend NamedThe Boyfriend Named from "Even If This Love Disappears From the World Tonight". Izumi Tells the Truth A relationship restored to view Izumi identifies the boy as Tooru Kamiya and recounts their pretend relationship, his love, and his…
Izumi Tells the Truth A relationship restored to view Izumi identifies the boy as Tooru Kamiya and recounts their pretend relationship, his love, and his sudden death. Maori hears that her hidden drawings belong to a life erased from her official records. Grief without scenes Maori is not angry at Izumi, but is appalled by how completely she forgot someone so important. She accepts the original journals and sketches, beginning a deliberate encounter with the past.
A Voice ReturnsA Voice Returns from "Even If This Love Disappears From the World Tonight". Sound as a Doorway An audio fragment Izumi sends Maori a recording taken from an old video.
Sound as a Doorway An audio fragment Izumi sends Maori a recording taken from an old video. The sound of wind and Maori's laughter helps her place the moment as a bicycle ride with Tooru. Recognition at a distance Tooru's voice is calm and familiar in a way the written record cannot fully recreate. Maori still lacks a complete memory, but the recording brings emotional closeness to a life she had thought inaccessible.
Choosing the PainChoosing the Pain from "Even If This Love Disappears From the World Tonight". Remembering on Purpose A decision against forgetting Maori speaks with people who knew Tooru and asks about their relationship.
Remembering on Purpose A decision against forgetting Maori speaks with people who knew Tooru and asks about their relationship. She learns how they appeared to classmates and how their shared days affected others. Keeping a present life She accepts Keiko's advice to remember without becoming captive to the past. Maori continues her studies while using records and other people's accounts to recover what she can.
A Face Drawn From WithinA Face Drawn From Within from "Even If This Love Disappears From the World Tonight". The Image That Remains Drawing at the blossoms At the cherry-blossom park, Maori draws Tooru beneath a tree from memory.
The Image That Remains Drawing at the blossoms At the cherry-blossom park, Maori draws Tooru beneath a tree from memory. Unlike the earlier sketches, this image shows him looking directly at her with a tenderness no photograph could supply. A continuing bond The recovered image does not restore Tooru to life or erase grief. It gives Maori a way to recognize that their shared past remains part of her, even as she continues toward future happiness.
After Maori recovers, in autumn
At the café after the discovery
The night after the café revelation
The days after hearing the recording
Six years after Tooru's death